Thank you God for the many blessings you have bestowed upon someone as undeserving as me. Tonight thank you especially for my wonderful happy little family!!! I am truly blessed!!! Sometimes I ask why me? Why am I a gambler? Why did it have to be me? But I could as easily ask.. Why me? Why is my life filled with so much love and happiness while others have so little love? Why did I get such a happy home life..such a loving husband… Such a wonderful child?? Please help me beat this. You know how much I want to. I must learn to lean on you for everything and not the empty promises of this addiction ..You are my strength and my rock!!! Amen.