Change is needed within my soul as I escaped away from it all. Dark lights, sound effects, and the bells of pennies overflowed.
What am I doing, I whisper to myself, you know this is wrong. I should go Christmas shopping but one more twenty and I’ll be gone. Into the car I opened the door, what have I done, I have done this before.
Pounding echoes of don’t gamble I hear in my ear. I hear this to often as I keep chasing this thrill. I need to change I need to regroup, I don’t want to be in this same old loop.
My life is Chaos, shame, I’m worth more I say.
Tomorrow I know is another day. Oh God, I’m sorry I said this the other day, all I can do is pray tomorrow I’ll get though and stay away.