Inside my head
I feel the pull
I push it away
I hope it will dull
But hope all I might
It isn’t enough
I weaken and cave
Oh what have I done?
When will I learn?
Why can’t I stop?
My head hangs in shame
My hearts in a knot
The guilt and the sorrow
They cut me so deep
I’m losing this struggle
I’m down on my knees
I know I should rise
To fight on again
Oh where is my strength?
Oh how will this end?