unhappy, hopeless, tired and worn
these words crash around
attacking me……
pulling me down
I hang on
fighting the assault
resisting and twisting
these feelings are not my fault
I hang on
pushing it all away
kicking and punching
I am tough and will not sway
I hang on
building a blockade
hiding behind the walls
I will not, will not, will not fade
I hang on
digging a trench
lying down inside
and closing my eyes
I let go………