Gambling insanity
Cravings within
For a slot spin
I placed the bet
So much regret
I had no luck
What the f**k
Lost yet again
It’s so insane
Never a winner
Always a loser
I feel like s**t
Lost every bit
So much owed
Need to explode
Financial strain
Emotional pain
In a c**p place
Life I can’t face
It feels like hell
I need to be well
I’m so sick of it
I need to quit
I really do try
Can’t stop why?
I never learn
Great concern
Total madness
Inner sadness
There’s no tears
Just inner fears
I can not cope
There’s no hope
Promises spoken
Promises broken
Slip after slip
I can’t get a grip
I can not cope
I fell down a slope
I went further below
To a rock bottom low
Whilst I was there
I became aware
"As gambling controls"
I set myself goals
To go back to GA
and try it their way
It hadn’t worked before
But I needed it for sure
To get off my knees
and fight this disease
To become bet free
and in GA recovery
Michelle (2010)
— 02/08/2012 10:50:25: post edited by harry.