That sense of dread, of impending doom,
The darkness inside, overbearing gloom.
If I can escape discovery, until danger has passed,
I will breathe easily I will become relaxed
This frequent fear has become part of life
I create the danger, I create the disquiet,
I create the life that has no peace
I create the worry without cease
The racing heart wonders should it just stop
Easier to quit life than the draw of the slot?
But then I see that little trusting face
And know I must stay in this race
Those big blue eyes can’t see the lies
That loving smile makes life worthwhile…
I surrender to my higher power
He will be my strengthened tower.
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My higher power is Jesus Christ
I surrender to him here tonight
I ask him to carry me when I can’t stand
When I’m lost to take my hand
And guide me along the right way
Resisting all temptation to stray.
Please Jesus help me follow your way.
Amen