Forums Poetry Corner Hopelessness !

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        Is there any hope for me ?

        Or am I just delusional,

        Chasing a desire I cannot accomplish ?

        Do I suffer with OCD ?

        Trying aimless to analyse and make sense of it all ?


        I don’t want pity, I don’t want counselling,

        Don’t even want to talk.


        I know it all, been there and tried it all,

        Yet after coming to terms and making that choice to stop,

        Here, I am 4 years later, 

        Another year, starting so wrong !


        Lord, rid me of this chains and bondage,

        The pain, guilt and shame, tearing mind and soul apart,

        Robbing me of happiness and peace of heart.

        Why am I so unhappy when I am blessed,

        And know You care and love me dearly, too ?


        I tried so hard this week, to walk closer with You,

        After re-affirming my faith and walk.

        But it seems all the more why I did so badly tonight,

        Like struck by lightening and hit by a truck !


        There is no more woe or self pity,

        I’ve become hard and callous as I fight this battle within,

        I realise this is my path in search for happiness

        For things I lost or don’t have,

        When happiness lies in contentment

        And focusing on what I have, not what I have not !


        Oh, wretched soul that I am,

        Who will deliver me from this evil !

        I need to find my happiness from within,

        To stop deceiving myself,

        that chasing the god of money,

        will bring happiness and success !

      • #9416

          Nicely written

        • #9415

            Great! Thanks for sharing

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