I see you in the distance , beckoning me to a life unfulfilled , promises made and kept, happy times with loved ones near . The lingering awareness of what could be is always here with me , the stability, sense of responsibility , I see you in my dreams , so close yet so far away …. although I see you I cannot fathom how I will ever reach you and still sustain this energizing excitement that is electricity pulsing through my fingertips proclaiming me to be the winner . I see you , bright tomorrow, beautiful with your strings attached . I see the fruit of my labor , adding up instead of filling this slut machine up … I see you … please wait for me . I’m coming .