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        Many times I’ve tried to stop
        Why ? It’s not harming anyone I tell myself
        It cries out from inside once more , lucks going to change
        Could this be true?
        Can feel my face go red it’s bad news again
        How many times shall I do this to myself?
        Why am I hurting?
        Guilt I feel painful guilt
        how will I explain?
        Lie I think she will never no
        No luck again, the usual signs she knows
        Tell the kids why we’re not going anywhere this weekend?
        The pain is strong is this allowed ?
        Are compulsive gamblers meant to feel guilty is it my fault?
        Upsetting family only want the best
        Got to change this carnt go on
        Can this be my life?
        From this day on relapse must go
        With help I’m sure this can be true
        Happy times the aim is there
        Last chance saloon the challenge is on
        Only time will tell…………. To be continued xq

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        Jane Fahy

          Very expressive, thank you for sharing this!


        • #9787

            Good poem!

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