I feel lost
My being is like a ghost
I needed to face my demon
In all seasons
Im ready
Im ready
Blackjack took a hold of my life
Cutting me down like a knife
I know what I have to do
I need help from you
I don’t need a savior
I need people to look at my behavior
I am just feeding my delusion
I know the real reason
I don’t need a savior
I need God to make it better
My life is black
I need to get it back on track
Stop lying to everyone
I need to say Im done
I know what I have to do
Stand up and say go
To a new existence
Let it be part of my essence