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        This itch, this itch has me fiending for a fix

        Same thing making me happy is what’s keeping me sick

        But this feeling, this feeling it cant wait

        stuck in a vicious cycle with no brakes

        And I’ve gone off the rails

        Fighting for my soul, like I’m halfway in hell

        But when pull up to the casino I swear I’m on cloud nine

        Overly excited, and nervous and shit as I shit all at the same time

        Walking to my table to get back on the same grind

        Avoid electronic roulette, that shit did something to my mind

        But somehow in drawn in lost that first $100 then  fuck it in all in

        This is my machine, the speed, the suspense, the bells, the whistles

        Missing all my numbers feels like get hit by missles

        Here comes the high I’m up 400 bucks, should I leave…… or keep coming up?

        3 spins later i lost it all what the fuck? And to be honest I dont even remember betting that much

        I NEEDED that money and damn I just had it

        Risking hundreds of mine to recreate that same magic

        Down 600 At this point I’m just praying to get even

        Another 600 in my chamber I’m not thinking about leaving

        Stand and fight type of night bouncing from game to game trying to do all I could

        Funds dwindling, Bank account dry, i withdrew all i could

        Body filled with regret as I make my last bet

        I’m in such a bad mood dont even want this free food

        Make it home sick, curl up in a ball and try to sleep away the sorry

        As I think….what the hell can I sell so I can go win my money back tomorrow?

      • #10405

          Well written

        • #10404

            Very well written. Thanks for sharing

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