This itch, this itch has me fiending for a fix
Same thing making me happy is what’s keeping me sick
But this feeling, this feeling it cant wait
stuck in a vicious cycle with no brakes
And I’ve gone off the rails
Fighting for my soul, like I’m halfway in hell
But when pull up to the casino I swear I’m on cloud nine
Overly excited, and nervous and shit as I shit all at the same time
Walking to my table to get back on the same grind
Avoid electronic roulette, that shit did something to my mind
But somehow in drawn in lost that first $100 then fuck it in all in
This is my machine, the speed, the suspense, the bells, the whistles
Missing all my numbers feels like get hit by missles
Here comes the high I’m up 400 bucks, should I leave…… or keep coming up?
3 spins later i lost it all what the fuck? And to be honest I dont even remember betting that much
I NEEDED that money and damn I just had it
Risking hundreds of mine to recreate that same magic
Down 600 At this point I’m just praying to get even
Another 600 in my chamber I’m not thinking about leaving
Stand and fight type of night bouncing from game to game trying to do all I could
Funds dwindling, Bank account dry, i withdrew all i could
Body filled with regret as I make my last bet
I’m in such a bad mood dont even want this free food
Make it home sick, curl up in a ball and try to sleep away the sorry
As I think….what the hell can I sell so I can go win my money back tomorrow?