The ball on the wheel spins into the unknown
into the abyss of aprehension that leads me far from home
the void is unforgiving as it saps away my soul
longing for abstinence, my final dice are thrown
Forgiveness is a virtue but I still burden myself
with the never-ending nightmare that crept up with such stealth
As I’m fighting off my demons, the truth is hard to take
’cause when you’re drowning in resentment, there’s no hope and no way
I want to make a difference and become who I can be
There’s little point dwelling on all the things that I have seen
When your future stands before you, why would you pass it by?
Today I’m living for the present where I’m not afraid to try