Without gambling I thought

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Without gambling I thought my life would be ok

so I tried to give it up by taking it day by day

and giving up gambling I did manage to succeed

And I thought without gambling I would be freed

Freed from all my problems and life’s ****

But for me that hasn’t happened one little bit

Instead my problems are still within my stupid head

sometimes thoughts and feelings that I really dread

Without gambling I feel life’s problems I can’t face

I am now craving to go back into the gambling place

My gamble free time I feel I don’t want to save

Gambling is something I need and I now do crave
 
But I know that this is a really a split second thought
and if I can handle the cravings I will not be caught
Deep down I know I don’t again want to re-gamble
My problems instead I just need to learn to handle 
 
But handling them is something that I truly fear
If they could go away I would outwardly cheer
I hope that I have the strength to stay gamble free
Cos i know that deep down it is really meant to be– 14/07/2011 15:36:06: post edited by harry.

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