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        Without gambling I thought my life would be ok

        so I tried to give it up by taking it day by day

        and giving up gambling I did manage to succeed

        And I thought without gambling I would be freed

        Freed from all my problems and life’s ****

        But for me that hasn’t happened one little bit

        Instead my problems are still within my stupid head

        sometimes thoughts and feelings that I really dread

        Without gambling I feel life’s problems I can’t face

        I am now craving to go back into the gambling place

        My gamble free time I feel I don’t want to save

        Gambling is something I need and I now do crave
        But I know that this is a really a split second thought
        and if I can handle the cravings I will not be caught
        Deep down I know I don’t again want to re-gamble
        My problems instead I just need to learn to handle 
        But handling them is something that I truly fear
        If they could go away I would outwardly cheer
        I hope that I have the strength to stay gamble free
        Cos i know that deep down it is really meant to be– 14/07/2011 15:36:06: post edited by harry.

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