Today I went back into the dark
That dark place that captures me
The same place that changes me.
Who am I
What have I become
Why does this feel like home
Like normality
This time I click refresh
And start again
I try
I try harder
Now what do I do
I move forward
Not backward
Now is the time to change
Day one over again
I can do this
Will I do this
This time I can!