You are making progress in your recovery. But sometimes you change the subject when something is mentioned that you don’t like. I ,too, did the same thing when i first stopped gambling. I did not want to do certain things. For example, i had two sets of paperwork banning myself from the casinos. they were all ready send but i could not send them. I finally had to say it must be done. You may not like what i said but you are still making progress